27 de agosto de 2008

something

Something in the way she moves,
Attracts me like no other lover.
Something in the way she woos me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.

Somewhere in her smile she knows,
That I don't need no other lover.
Something in her style that shows me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.

You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know.
You stick around now, it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.

Something in the way she knows,
And all I have to do is think of her.
Something in the things she shows me.
I don't want to leave her now.
You know I believe and how.

Playing your cards

Right now I'm playing my mysterious-too busy-don't care what you do-card.

Gotta play different cards if you expect to get different results. So far the other cards didn't make me win. I'm not sure if any other cards will make me win, I guess there are some games you just won't.

hopes and dreams

I hope that one day I'll walk out of my apartment and find her car parked right there, she'll be coming out running to hug me.
I dream that one day she'll come knocking on my door, asking if she can spend the night over.
I hope that one day she'll call me and ask me to take her with me to the end of the world.
I dream that one day she will ask me to hold her and never let her go.
I hope that one day my dreams will be fulfilled.

13 de agosto de 2008

psychotic

Sometimes I wake up because I hear a knock on the door, and when I go outside there's nobody there, then I realize I heard the knock in my dreams.

Same thing when I hear someone's voice calling my name and I wake up, or when I hear the cellphone ringing in my dreams.

I think I'm in an anxious psychotic moment of my life.

12 de agosto de 2008

To God,

Life is more complicated and fuller of emotions than what I think, and yet at the same time is simpler than all this.

I simplify my emotions for to please and ease someone else, but at other times I over complicate my emotions. Or maybe not, maybe my life is just simpler right now.

Thank you for caring about me. Please grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, grant me the courage to change those things that I can, and grant me the wisdom to tell them apart.

11 de agosto de 2008

exploding inside

if i could express what i feel with words i would.

boom.

10 de agosto de 2008

it hurts

god, i'd tried so hard not to let it sink in there, but today it really hurt.
a movie and some beer? yeah, sounds great...
god, it hurts.

7 de agosto de 2008

sometimes...

I don't wash my armpits so I can smell them and remember your smell.